Just Thinking Randomly

they have always told me 
that this is just naivete
I'm just idealistic, impractical, illogical, disillusioned
there is no hope for me here
there is no future for me here
there is no place for me here
but I AM HERE
and there must be a reason for this
i was born here
there must be something why
people say that i am a product of my environment
of the institution i came from
of the affiliations i'm involved with
but they never really think
that i am a product of the
decisions i've made and stood by
but only time will really, truly tell
only time will tell